A sweet return to Netherlands

Written on 8 January 2014    11.47pm

Time flies.. it has been 3 months since I returned to Indonesia. The past 2 weeks was quite disappointing moment for me because all my applications to pursue higher education were rejected. It was one application in MU that invited me for an interview yet it wasn't belong to me. So, at this moment I have to cool down my self a bit before going for next trial period.

Well, I don't know when I can return to the lovely country of Netherland and such an always-be-missed-city like Nijmegen, but I hope it won't take that long. I still believe that this will be another dream to reach. It needs a big effort and balance between heart and mind. This will be the toughest dream I've ever pursued in my life.

Even in the other side, as a woman, marriage will always be a questionable matter. I'm not saying that I don't want to get married but I believe that God has already arranged the best time for me. If not now, then it can be tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, or anytime. It was period of time that I worried about marriage, but now this feeling has disappear. I realize that I have something to be prepared before “real marriage period”. We'll see how it goes as the time flies.

May Allah give me the way soon to return to a lovely country ever, the Netherlands! I hope ...o:)